Wednesday, May 11, 2011


i wish my boyfriend would let me hear this on the car once in a while instead of that 'dynamite' song that's been playing repeatedly on the radio. if only there was a button to block certain 'musicians' from the radio.

Monday, January 10, 2011


"share what,you psycho?!"
that killed me.

truly because of the woman behind this.
and how everything is crystal clear when i hear this.

for them. for you. for me.

no-joke.

monday.
the new year vibe hasn't really creeps in (for me).
everything is pretty much the same old, same old.
i do my routines each morning.
same thing with nights. routines as well.

uncle lends me his book this morning.
it's called "change the way you see yourself".
got a little bit too much into it.
and then it told me.
"think back to a time,
when you have shown up confident and competent,
right from the start."

this image of me standing in front of my 3 english teachers came up.
i remember it was in high school.
i was having my oral exam.
oh wait. oh yes. correct.

and then i shuffled through my memory.
back and forth and back and forth.
each memory i have being my confident, no-joke self,
is when i'm speaking in english.

what does that mean?

another door opens.

HAPPY NEW YEAR FOR THOSE WHO CELEBRATE IT.
oh wait.
what?.

Friday, October 29, 2010